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http://www.futuretimeline.net/ I am quite saddened by the reality that I may never get to see Mars habitable. It kinda feels weird, you know… like it just seems as if I should be able to go to planets. It just seems like humans are supposed to go other places now. Much like MonBre could be seen as my ‘beta game’ before the awesome MurCity comes, perhaps Earth was just our beta too.

… was actually an interview! My mother decided to come in so she could help explain things I do and whatnot. I was talking a lot about MurCity so the girl asks, “so do you find it hard to talk about anything else?” and I said, “Well, in terms of work, no. This is my college, this is my plan; I want to be a game designer.” and ultimately I destroyed the notion that it was all I can talk about in general, because obviously I can. Talking about/studying a lot of one thing is a sign of autism. I don’t have autism, the girl knows that. However I did show signs, as I figured I would of other uh. Mental things. Regardless this is all free for us and it really did help as I hoped.

I’m still planning to take spiro. We scheduled an actual test for the 16th in which I get to do a lot of things and she’ll tell me if I do certain things I guess.

It wasn’t a “wake-up call”, but she did make me realize that I sure do put a lot of faith that MurCity will be my last awesome thing I need to do ever. I need to get out of that mindset because I don’t know how murcity will be taken. Some people may be put off by the initial lack of interaction, I really have no idea. Remember that if I make 1,000 sales that’s $10,000 but still at the end of the day I need to pay taxes, and I do technically have to put my wages up against myself: if I work 4 hours a day, that’s minimum wage of $7 * 4 = $28. That really does add up, but it’s not always completely work for me. ( I don’t think the lady understood that ) I would be happy if I could just live off my games. Even if I had to work $10 every day with kgb_ but I could otherwise live off them, I’d be happy!

I don’t know much else to say. I really hope dad can find steady work for me and him soon. I plan for a March “release” of MurCity in that it’ll be done at that time. Realistically I will be dicking around in April with Paypal and whatnot. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a future to build.